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Finding Heaven’s Perspective in Our Lives:
June 19th – June 20th, 2026
Step into a weekend of reflection, healing, and renewal with the recordings from Finding Heaven’s Perspective in Our Lives, a two-day retreat held June 19th and 20th, 2026. What if you knew how to tap into the Presence of God immediately?
Across four talks, our ministers explore how surrender, vulnerability, loss, and community can help you see your life from a higher point of view. Bishop Robert Bearden reminds us that walking with the Divine is a softer road to travel, Rev. Miriam Karell asks what provokes us to choose once again, and Rev. Dana Duryea explores whether our losses open a door to God’s perspective.
A lively panel of monks, a friar, and an acolyte also asks how to stay spiritually grounded while being of earthly good. Whether you missed the weekend or want to revisit it, these recordings bring its wisdom home to you.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – Walking With the Divine is a Softer Road to Travel
Video 2: Rev Miriam Karell’s Talk – What Provokes us to Choose Once Again
This talk is a reflection on moving past intellectual spiritual concepts to live them directly from the heart.
It explores what happens when a person gets honest about their subtle habits of judgment, blame, and self-criticism, and chooses to actively work through difficult emotions like shame and anxiety rather than running from them. Through personal stories, including healing a relationship with a father, learning from spiritual figures, connecting to God, and recognizing the gift of one’s own childhood journey, the talk highlights how shifting internal perspectives can create genuine, outward transformation. It offers a grounded look at breaking free from loops of self-doubt and spiritual pride, showing how true strength comes from practicing self-compassion and taking ownership of one’s inner world. Listeners will find a practical, heart-centered framework for confronting their own emotional barriers and reconnecting with the aliveness and gratitude available in everyday life.
Video 3: Monk George-Monk Maya-Friar Lisa-Acolyte Gabrielle’s Talk – Don’t Be So Spiritually Minded That You’re
Video 4: Rev Dana Duryea’s Talk – Do Our Losses Open a Door to See God’s Perspective
Our First Love:
February 13-14, 2026
God so loved the world, and He loved us first. Our First Love is a return to that Love, and to the healing that unfolds when we open our hearts to receive it. Relive this healing retreat, held February 13th and 14th, 2026.
Padre Paul Funfsinn opens with the title talk, which includes healings. Bishop Robert Bearden explores the flowering of the heart, Monk Shari Shea shares why a partnership that lasts starts with trust, and Rev. Dana Duryea reflects on how being broken can become breaking into new beginnings.
Whether you want to understand what really makes relationships work or draw closer to your Creator, these recordings are inspiration you can return to again and again.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Padre Paul’s Talk & Healings – Our First Love
Video 2: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – The Flowering of the Heart
Video 3: Monk Shari Shea’s Talk – Partnership that Lasts, Starts with TRUST
Video 4: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – To Be Broken is Breaking into New Beginnings
Joy Unspeakable:
December 12-13, 2025
Celebrate the Spirit of Christmas and the love of community with the recordings from Joy Unspeakable, our holiday healing event held December 12th and 13th, 2025.
Padre Paul Funfsinn brings the title message on joy unspeakable, guest speaker Nicole Withrow reminds us that life is a celebration, and Bishop Robert Bearden, Rev. Renee Plendl, and Rev. Dana Duryea come together to explore turning sadness into joy.
Whether the season brings you delight or a heavy heart, these three talks offer uplift and blessings to carry home to family and friends.
Each video $25, or $60 for all 3 videos
Video 1: Padre Paul’s Talk – Joy Unspeakable
Video 2: Nicole Withrow’s Talk -Life is a Celebration
Life is a celebration—simple, profound, and sacred. Celebration isn’t something we wait for; it is a way of seeing. It is a way of honoring the sacredness of being alive.
In this heartfelt and inspiring talk, Nicole invites us to experience life as a dance with the Divine—a dance of presence, listening, openness, and grace. She explores what it means to live with an open heart, release fear, and find the courage to say yes to life, even when we cannot yet see the next step.
Nicole shares stories from her own journey and the courage it has taken to move through the world with trust and faith. Through the sacred places she has visited—including Medjugorje, Our Lady of Guadalupe’s Basilica in Mexico City, Mary Magdalene’s Cave, Lourdes, and Saint Ignatius’s Cave in Spain—she shares the wisdom, grace, and miracles she encountered along the way.
Woven throughout are stories of unexpected angel moments—those beautiful reminders that we are never truly alone.
This talk is an invitation to open your heart, recognize the sacredness in your own journey, and remember that life itself is a celebration.
Video 3: Bishop Robert Bearden-Rev Renee Plendl-Rev Dana Duryea’s Talk -Turning Sadness into Joy
This forum-style talk brings together three voices.
Bishop Robert Bearden, “From Sadness to Joy”: Rev. Bearden invites us to move from “should” to “could,” drawing on scripture, teachings and traditions to atone and attune to the Divine, in the spirit of “I once was lost, but now am found; was blind, but now I see.” He also introduces “purging the base,” a process for facing life when we feel overwhelmed or lost.
Rev. Renee Plendl, “The Presence Is Our Present”: God is right here, right now. Rev. Plendl explores Presence as our greatest gift, a sacred mystery to be gently unwrapped, with reflections from Brother Lawrence, Yogananda, Oneness and Thich Nhat Hanh.
Rev. Dana Duryea, “Tapping into the Wonder of the Season”: Rev. Duryea distinguishes true wonder from the false hope that leads us away from God. True wonder, drawn from within, brings us back into God’s arms and opens us to our council of angels.
Releasing the Miracle of Abundance:
September 19-20, 2025
Abundance is your birthright. Revisit Releasing the Miracle of Abundance as Your Birthright, held September 19th and 20th, 2025, and learn to tap into Divine Guidance for a future and a hope.
Rev. Wende Grant shares abundance in everyday life, Bishop Robert Bearden speaks on divine inheritance through authentic prayer, Rev. Dana Duryea asks what happens when we resist our gifts, and Padre Paul Funfsinn closes with birthing miracles.
Expect powerful insights on loosening the thought patterns that hold us hostage and creating a heavenly flow for miracles through the power of prayer.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Rev. Wende Grant’s Talk – Abundance in Everyday Life
Rev. Wende shows how abundance lives in ordinary moments. Through simplifying, gratitude, and listening, she invites us to slow down and reclaim the sacredness hidden in daily life.
Video 2: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – Divine Inheritance Through Authentic Prayer
Bishop Robert explores abundance as our divine inheritance, revealed through authentic prayer, humility, and relationship with God. A reminder that abundance is already flowing and we simply learn to receive it.
Video 3: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – Resisting Our Gifts
With humor and clarity, Rev. Dana explores the ways we resist the gifts God has placed within us, and how abundance emerges when we release resistance to love, change, and the unknown.
Video 4: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – Birthing Miracles
Padre Paul reflects on the sacred labor of birthing miracles, not through striving but through surrender. An intimate talk about trust, humility, and rediscovering God as our true source.
The Divine Dance:
June 13-14, 2025
Life is full of amazing choices, and some leave us frustrated or walking alone. The Divine Dance, held June 13th and 14th, 2025, offers prayer steps and practices to support your life’s journey.
Rev. Barbara Rose Billings takes us on a walk down memory lane, Bishop Robert Bearden explores the Divine Dance itself, Rev. Dana Duryea shares on my steps, my intention, my purpose, and Padre Paul Funfsinn offers his daily portion.
Whatever view you are seeing through today, these recordings bring encouragement, prayer, and laughter to help you invite more joy and pleasure back into your life.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Rev. Barbara Rose Billings’s Talk – A Walk Down Memory Lane
Rev. Barbara Rose shares a tender tapestry of memory, loss, and miracles, and how everyday moments can become doorways into grace.
Video 2: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – The Divine Dance
Bishop Robert speaks of the mystical rhythm between the human heart and the Presence that calls us deeper. We never dance alone, and the divine dance is something we surrender into rather than master.
Video 3: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – My Steps, My Intention, My Purpose
Rev. Dana explores how intention, awareness, and purpose guide our steps, with mystical insight and practical guidance for walking consciously with God.
Video 4: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – My Daily Portion
Padre Paul invites us into a deeper relationship with the Holy Spirit through daily devotion, with stories and humor about the ordinary ways the divine meets us.
A Love Letter:
February 14-15, 2025
Join us for A Love Letter, a healing retreat held February 14th and 15th, 2025, exploring the field that holds the potential for healing, reconciliation, forgiveness, and freedom.
If you have ever chased after love or a dream, or run from your own shadow, these talks meet you with compassion. Bishop Robert Bearden tells a love story, Rev. Angelika Schafer shows how to be light through the shadow, Rev. Dana Duryea speaks on broken promises, and Padre Paul Funfsinn shares how a heart is transformed.
Discover the Divine Spark within you, the key to finding your life purpose.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – A Love Story
Bishop Robert explores a year of completion, shedding old skins, and preparing for a new beginning, inviting us to release fear and write our own love letter with God.
Video 2: Rev. Angelika Schafer’s Talk – To Be Light is Through the Shadow
Rev. Angelika offers a gentle teaching on embodied presence and inward listening, helping us meet God in stillness and return to ourselves with kindness and truth.
Video 3: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – Broken Promises
Rev. Dana explores the inner architecture of transformation, how consciousness shifts and healing unfolds, offering a clear framework for spiritual growth and daily challenges.
Video 4: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – A Heart Transformed
Padre Paul opens the community to God’s living Presence through gratitude, blessing, and prayer, a reminder that healing is something we create together.
The Path to Freedom:
September 20-21, 2024
Join us for The Path to Freedom, a healing retreat held September 20th and 21st, 2024, and explore what it means to live free from the limits we place on ourselves.
Bishop Robert Bearden shares on the sacrifices of the saints, Padre Paul Funfsinn asks us to weigh our plan against God’s plan, Irit Schaffer reveals the wonders of choice, and Rev. Dana Duryea unpacks the science of the ego. Four talks to help you loosen old patterns and step onto your own path to freedom.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – Sacrifices of the Saints
Bishop Robert explores choice as an invitation into deeper relationship with God, who waits patiently for our consent. Authentic prayer and willingness open the way for divine love.
Video 2: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – My Plan vs. God’s Plan
Padre Paul reflects on choice as one of God’s greatest gifts and challenges, inviting us into discernment rooted in trust, humility, and relationship with God.
Video 3: Irit Schaffer’s Talk – The Wonders of Choice
Irit shares choice as a return to presence, including the choice to pause, soften, and listen, and how presence itself opens the heart to God’s love.
Video 4: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – The Science of the Ego
Rev. Dana unpacks how ego patterns and fear limit our sense of choice, and how freedom comes when we release attachment and choose honesty, forgiveness, and love.
Manifest: Waves of Transformation
June 21-22, 2024
This June gathering explored manifestation as a spiritual unfolding, not a force of will or mental technique, but a series of living waves that move through our relationships, joy, abundance, and healing. Through prayer, testimony, reflection, and embodied wisdom, each speaker illuminated how true manifestation arises when we align our hearts with God’s movement rather than trying to control outcomes.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – Manifest Healing
In this compassionate and grounding teaching, Padre Paul reflects on healing as a sacred process that unfolds through grace rather than force.
Sharing pastoral insight and heartfelt reflection, he explores how healing often begins when we stop striving to fix ourselves and instead allow God’s presence to meet us where we are. This talk emphasizes patience, trust, and openness, reminding listeners that healing moves in waves — sometimes quietly, sometimes powerfully — always guided by love.
Video 2: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – Manifest Abundance
Rev. Dana offers a clear and liberating exploration of abundance as a state of inner freedom rather than external accumulation.
With insight and humor, he unpacks the unconscious beliefs, fears, and identities that distort our experience of abundance. Drawing from spiritual psychology and lived wisdom, Dana points toward a deeper truth: abundance emerges when we release scarcity thinking and align with generosity, honesty, and trust in God. This teaching invites listeners to notice how abundance flows naturally when resistance falls away.
Video 3: Monk Shari Shea’s Talk – Manifest Joy
With warmth and gentle clarity, Monk Shari Shea invites listeners into joy as a natural state that emerges when we release resistance and return to trust.
Through spiritual reflection and embodied awareness, she explores how joy is not something we manufacture, but something we allow. This teaching highlights the subtle ways fear, expectation, and striving block joy — and how choosing simplicity, gratitude, and presence opens the heart. Shari’s message is a tender reminder that joy flows effortlessly when we align with love.
Video 4: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – Manifest Relationships
Bishop Robert explores manifestation through the lens of relationship — with God, with others, and with ourselves.
Drawing on prayer, spiritual insight, and lived experience, he reveals how relationships transform not through effort or control, but through presence, humility, and consent. This teaching invites listeners to notice how God is always initiating connection, and how our willingness to soften, listen, and respond opens the way for deeper intimacy and harmony. Manifestation, Robert reminds us, begins in relationship — where love is allowed to move freely.
A Home for the Heart:
February 2024
This February gathering explored home not as a physical place or external condition, but as an inner reality, a sanctuary of belonging, safety, and presence that can be accessed even in the midst of uncertainty and change. Through story, prayer, spiritual insight, and lived wisdom, each speaker illuminated a different doorway into remembering where the heart truly rests.
Together, these teachings reveal that home is not something we must create or earn, but something we remember through relationship with God, with one another, and within ourselves. Whether facing storms, family dynamics, healing journeys, or the call to serve, this event offers a gentle invitation to return again and again to the place where love dwells.
Each video $25, or $80 for all 4 videos
Video 1: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – A Home in the Storm
Bishop Robert reflects on how we find a sense of home when life feels unstable or overwhelming.
Through devotional insight and prayerful reflection, he explores how storms — both inner and outer — can become places of deepened trust rather than fear. This teaching invites listeners to recognize God’s presence not after the storm passes, but within it, revealing that peace and belonging are available even in moments of upheaval. Robert gently reminds us that home is found where we choose to anchor our hearts.
Video 2: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – A Home as a Healer
With insight and gentle humor, Rev. Dana explores the idea of home as a healing force — not because it fixes us, but because it allows us to be honest.
He unpacks how environments of safety, acceptance, and authenticity support healing, while false comfort and avoidance can delay it. Drawing from spiritual psychology and lived experience, Dana invites listeners to consider how becoming “at home” within ourselves creates the conditions for real transformation.
Video 3: Chalita Photikoe’s Talk – A Home with the Family
Chalita offers a heartfelt exploration of family as both a place of belonging and a site of deep learning.
Through compassionate reflection and lived wisdom, she speaks to the complexities of family relationships — love, conflict, responsibility, and healing — and how they shape our understanding of home. This teaching invites listeners to approach family with greater awareness, grace, and openness, recognizing that home is built not through perfection, but through presence, communication, and care.
Video 4: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – A Home with God
In this tender and grounding message, Padre Paul explores what it means to truly dwell with God rather than merely seek God from a distance.
Drawing from pastoral wisdom and lived experience, he reflects on how fear, self-reliance, and distraction can keep us from resting in divine presence. This teaching invites listeners into a deeper intimacy with God — one rooted in humility, trust, and daily surrender — where the heart learns it is already welcomed, already held, already home.
Divine Identity:
September 2023
This September gathering invited the community into a deep remembrance of Divine Identity, not as a concept to understand, but as a truth to live from. Through scripture, reflection, lived testimony, and spiritual inquiry, each speaker illuminated how forgetting who we are lies at the root of fear, suffering, and separation and how remembering restores freedom, clarity, and peace.
Rather than asking us to improve ourselves, these teachings gently dismantle false identities built from fear, performance, and conditioning. Together, they reveal that divine identity is not something we earn or achieve, but something we uncover, a return to truth that sets the heart free and realigns us with God’s love.
Each video $25, or $60 for all 3 videos
Video 1: Rev. Dana Duryea’s Talk – Who Are You
With clarity, insight, and gentle humor, Rev. Dana examines the many identities we unconsciously adopt — roles, stories, and self-images shaped by fear, comparison, and conditioning.
He invites listeners into a deeper inquiry: who are we beneath these constructs? Drawing from spiritual psychology and lived wisdom, Dana reveals how questioning false identities opens the door to freedom, authenticity, and peace. This teaching offers both challenge and relief, reminding us that true identity emerges when we let go of who we think we must be.
Video 2: Bishop Robert Bearden’s Talk – Divine Identity
Bishop Robert offers a devotional and heartfelt exploration of divine identity as our true nature in God.
Through prayerful insight and spiritual reflection, he guides listeners into sensing identity not as a label or role, but as a lived relationship with the Divine. This teaching emphasizes that divine identity is remembered through presence, humility, and intimacy with God — not through striving or self-definition. Robert invites us to rest in the knowing that we are already known, already loved, and already held.
Video 3: Padre Paul Funfsinn’s Talk – The Truth Will Set Us Free
In this grounded and pastoral teaching, Padre Paul explores how truth liberates us from false identities rooted in fear, shame, and self-protection.
Drawing from scripture and lived experience, he reflects on how honesty — with God and with ourselves — opens the way for healing and freedom. This talk invites listeners to notice where unexamined beliefs keep them bound, and how choosing truth allows divine love to dissolve what no longer serves. Padre Paul reminds us that freedom emerges not through effort, but through willingness to see clearly.